Thursday, December 2, 2010
3/12/10
Girls are DANGEROUS.
Maybe I shouldnt be posting anywhere when i am angry. But still. Today walking to Mac with her, she like moody not moody like that. PMS can? Than at Mac, Satish left the table for lets say the longest 10secs. During that 10secs, I took out the elementary book and said I dont know how to read the first page. Now you might know that I am an extreamly sensitive person. When she said its so easy, how can you not know how to read it and look at me like I am some kind of retard I felt like what the hell. So, Obviously I flared, than I felt real bad knowing totally that I acted too fast, stupid stupid me. So I said sorry, Like it would help, but if you were best sisters, you usually would forget. Huh. She made it so akward. Not making a sound, finally moving off to buy food till I realise she was at the toilet outside texting. Not wanting to see the black face that ruined the day thanks to me, I left her to be at peace with herself. Or rather so that I did not impose on her. Felt fucked up, especially when my seniors came and I have to leave at that moment for fear that I might burst.
- REAL THANKS -
Thanks Satish for listening to my crap all the way home.
Thanks Howie, for showing concern
Thanks God for helping me to keep the tears in.
Thanks for listening to me bring all the crap out, love you guys.
P.s: The choice piece for syf come out liao((:
what we could have been, 10:40 PM.
