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Sunday, November 21, 2010


22/11/10
Do they have something against me that is so strong it kills?
Why kill? CAUSE I NEED THAT Iphone AND THEY ARE NOT GIVING. Necermind. Tomorrow, I shall Q in line from 8am onwards. HAH. Oh wait. I have to miss band.. Nevermind. This has been going on for too long. I shall end it once and for all.. Wait for my good news kind people.
Now my cousin is here.
Too bad he is going back today. If not I could have been showing off to him. Stupid Karma. Its not my fault I did all those things this year. I REALLY TRIED TO BE GOOD SANTA.

WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE. (: KARMA DONT FAIL ME NOW.

- Letter to Howie -
Dear Howie.
I am sorry sorry that I didnt go band. I will work damn hard ttm to master taka. I shall come tomorrow. Guarentee cross my heart. MUACKS.
Jolie

Thanks for listening. (:

what we could have been, 6:56 PM.
Saturday, November 20, 2010


21/11/10
Damn The Iphone. ):
Out of stock out of stock OUT OF STOCK! Now even my other cousin(the younger one) got liao. And when Is ay younger. OH I MEAN YOUNGER. How they all get it? CAUSE THEY ARE NOT FROM STARHUB. ):
My dad say tomorrow he help me get one from starhub which sells 15sets every morning. Haish. Pray hard, Just pray hard. ):
Check the covers for Iphone 4. Really plain and boring as well as expensive. Anyone who knows better stuff tag or sms me. (:
The portable chargers prices are also dang high up. My pocket cant reach it. ):
One last sigh guys, Iphone is all I can think about. ]:

Thanks for listening. ((:

what we could have been, 11:13 PM.
Friday, November 19, 2010


19/11/10
i-Screw. New handphone model.
Why unlucky you ask me? Simple. Today screwed the best things I look foward to in life. That simple. Elaborate? SURE.
Morning for band everything was alright. Got a high from playing the drumset for Takarajima. Damn fun. Than, when the real practice came. I screw the hell out. Sh*t man. ):
Than lost the mood. Haish.
After band, I spilled a drink that looks like toliet bowl water all over my WHITE BAND SHIRT. If anyone ask me, I will tell them I went for a swim in the toilet.
Than because I was nervous and embarassed, I missed that great chance to.. aww forget it. I dont even want to talk about it.
After that, went with my mom after she embarrassed me in front of A person I dont know ( Her 1970s neighbour) to IMM and saw one damn big sign: IPHONE 4 SOLD OUT. Than I was like WHAT?????? 10DAYS TO WHEN IM GOING TO GET IT?? I hate them. Stinking starhub, Betray me like this. SINGTEL WONT DO THIS. ):
I better get the Iphone before the 2nd week of DEC arrives. Or else. I hope you are listening starhub. ):
Tired to the max, than feel into a dead slumber. Wake up feeling like a zombie and than turned on the computer. Feel way better after the first IM. Thanks baby. (:
Ate Japanese food as well, today wasnt that bad. Heh.

And thanks readers for listening/reading. ((:

what we could have been, 4:53 AM.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010


17/11/10
I dont want wear slippers anymore.
Today my unlucky day sia. Today I finally wear slippers after A LONG LONG TIME. Went to Imm, got my open- to- the- world toes stepped on. Than I went to macdonals to grab an icecream. The ' Q ' was long so I stared at a poster while waiting. There was a girl in front of me who bend foward to take a look at some stuff. Than she walked back and her butt BUMPED ONTO MY HAND. EWWWW. Worse of all, she turned back and stared at me with narrow stinking eyes, thinking that I was the one who touched her small, stupid butt. LIKE I WOULD. If I was a guy, I might have been slapped on the spot. So after I got my Ice-cream, I walked back home, and this drunk guy went stubling and touched my head. Man I could have launched myself at him. But I was too stunned. Sheesh. Next time, I wear sneakers.
Thanks for listening. (:


what we could have been, 10:51 PM.
Monday, November 15, 2010




16/11/10
DOTA ROCKS. That picture on top, IS MY FIRST HERO. CUTE RIGHT??
Except that Im a noob, I think everything's alright. Oh and danish nearly broke a blood vessel teaching me. I scared the internet bill go uo (cause Im not suppose to be playing). If not I would have gone on for hours with my entirely 'blur' mindset and killed myself a thousand more times. Still, I m going off at 2.30pm, the latest. I level 8 liao. WEEEE. Playing Dota tomorrow. (:
I THINK EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY GOT AN IPHONE.
Or and ipod Touch. Like seriously. Im the only one left. WAIT TILL i get it. 2 more freaking weeks to go. MY ANTICIPATION IS KILLING ME. ):
I want white color cause everyone got black. (:
Band gave alot more rules for attire. ):
They tell me only one pair of earings.. AFTER I GOT MY SECOND PIERCING. What am I going to do. ):
Buy the linking one lor. (:
If not confirm kana punishment. Haish. Bandbandband. HOLIDAYS LIAO..

Maybe you are losing interest?... Im worried. Maybe Im oversensitive. Lets work on that.
Okay thats it. Thanks for reading. (:
P.s: EATING FRIED CHICKEN NOW. WEEEEEE. :D

what we could have been, 10:03 PM.


15/11/10
I finally finished doing the settings for DOTA! (:
I spent like 20 mins with Danni figuring out how to do it. Danni think I blur, I think he going Siao Ding Dong. (:
But in the end managed it. Now you may be asking why I blogging when I can play. Well I went off early lur to blog. So faithful right?
I may never down load another game like that again. So confusing. (:
PRACTICE LUR, WONT KILL YOU WHAT.
Why she dont want practice siia?? She can ask anyone of our seniors for help what. Not everytime say die. Damn what sia. I mean, band is difficult in some ways but its going to be all worth it right? And we want percussion to be the best? So practice lor! (: My teacher got ever say that when we practice, we must think, are we worth what our audience are paying for to listen? Thats what got stuck in my head. And my section's never say die attitude. (:
Today like everyone so angry with me and the world. Everyone having PMS?
It might just be me but it doesnt rock having everyone in the band screaming at you every 2mins or so right? RIGHT? See. Mood swings from both girls and BOYS. The only two good things today was that
1) I love my section. Big surprise.
2) I saw Eunice! (Angling) Miss her ttm ):

Do you feel your love fadding? Cause I think maybe I do... ):

Okay thats all. Thanks for listening. Or reading.. ((:

what we could have been, 4:47 AM.
Saturday, November 13, 2010


13/11/10
Good day or what?

Guess what isabel posted?
I logged onto facebook and the first picture reminded me of... SHAMELESS FUN. (:
That picture up there? The last one at the right was me. The one beside me, the only guy? Is my brother. I tricked him into playing hair dresser with me. He thought it was a game and let me cut. Pro right? (: There was alot more photos of my childhood buddies. Now we not so close le but the memories are still there. (: (Y)
I LOVE MY MOM. YAY! (:
I got second piercing with my mom. I like wanted it for the whole of my sec 1. She finally gave in and actually did it with me. One of a kind mother I tell you. <3
Sleepy day?
Today messaged a thousand people but they only replied me at 8 plus. I only read them at 10pm ):

Okay thanks for reading. Now in macdonal. Rock on (Y) (:

what we could have been, 7:23 AM.
Friday, November 12, 2010


12/11/10
Im sorry ):

I'm glad to hear most of u guys r good!!:) & if u're not good,SMILE, every sec of unhappiness is a sec of happiness u'll never get back

Today I was hype up for EVERYTHING. But it backfired cause I WAS SHY. ==
Since when was I the shy type. But after jarren and co. were pleading me to go with Leo, I kinda freaked and hold really tightly to Howie who was ready to leave me at that moment. I mean I really wanted to follow but HELLO. Volleyball players? I dont know them that well. And next year they are my classmates. I do something wrong, Next year I wont hear the end of it. Sorry guys, leave it till next year. (:

Band practice was... fun? But ms chang keep asking the percussion to keep quiet, but we wernt the only section talking lor. ==
The drumset part was like damn fun? But shan is playing it. ):
Howie say give her 4 days learn, still cannot than I play lor. ((:

I put on 4kg after eating 3 weeks straight mac. Pro right?

Okay thanks for listening. Oh, and to
- If you dont like to read mushy stuff, Skip this (: -
Leo==> THANK YOU FOR UNDERSTANDING. I LOVE YOU. Weeee. The holidays aint helping. I miss you. (: <3
P.s: I really love fairy god parents. (:

what we could have been, 3:47 AM.
Thursday, November 11, 2010


11/11/10
Boring day.
Guess waiting for tomorrow, all the excitment, made today boring. Sucked up todays excitment for tomorrow eh? No wonder I lay in bed for the most of today. Anyways, I found out how my mom knows Im using the com. Whenever I use the router, her phone blinks, telling her. Too bad she told me. If not I would have never found out. Sheesh. So you ask me whats my solution? Easy. Use up my time and than move to erm the portable one? Mobile broadband? Yeah. (:
Tomorrow ==> Azri guitar( 2weeks )
==> Kisses! Weeeee(:
Okay thats it. Cause today was just boring. Goodbye peeps. Oh, tomorrow got band. Hope no drills. Im sick of it already. (:

16DAYS TO IPHONE 4?

what we could have been, 4:21 AM.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010


16/11/10
Life is like that man. ):
Today had a bad feeling and breifly thought of skipping band. But in the end thought of Howie and pulled my stinking body out of bed.
Thats the starter. I didnt bring any money and only brought a sweater cause thought will be slacking. BIG MISTAKE. We did marching under the sky for... alot of hours, thats all I know. Felt like throwing out half way, but controlled. I mean who wants to let their friends see them throw out?!
Parents. Never forget them, cause you own them a lift to the old peoples home. Nah Im kidding. ( maybe)
They manage to ruin everything you know. Like my brother play com almost everyday, they like dont care. I play com yesterday cause they DONT LET ME GO OUT. or INVITE PEEPS OVER.
WHAT THEY TRYING TO DO!!
I dont know what my mom would say cause she has PMS today.
First she was really smiley at me during dinner. So I let my guard down. WHAT WAS I THINKING. After half an hour she suddenly RAISED HER VOICE AT ME over DONT USE YOUR BRO FOR AN EXCUSE. Did I even? SHEESH.
SERIOUS.
- THANK YOU LETTER TO AZRI -
Hey bro!
Thanks a ton for lending me your guitar. As I said, REAL surprised cause I thought you wont lend me cause ME= beginner = something gona happen to the guitar. THANKS. I REALLY MEAN IT. If my parents manage to screw this up by scolding me for bringing it back home. I promise I wont use your guitar and smash them on the head. (:
Jolie(:

Thanks for listening peeps, Now shall freak out and thank my lucky moons for friday. WEEEEE.
17days to IPHONE4<3

what we could have been, 4:38 AM.
Monday, November 8, 2010


9/11/10
Irritated me to near death.
I was already in a angry ready to kill death mode thanks to my mother who did not let me go out, EVER. Now ban my friends coming to the house. How retarted can this be. Did she want to just make me rot at home. No com, no freedom. NO ONE. Sheesh. She does not even know Im using this. Than Eman. Wrong idea to talk to him. He raised my blood pressure up a few more notches. He was talking about my best friend and how if he just continue to be his ' irritating, persuasive' self, she will turn around and love him. LET GO LUR DEY. Stupid siia. On other girls, this may happen. But we are talking about HER. And he been waiting 10 months to no avail. Let go and nurse your heart. Sheesh. Dont want talk already lur. STUPID DAY.
3 weeks to IPHONE.

what we could have been, 9:41 PM.
Sunday, November 7, 2010


This is for my dearest fwen joreen. I searched and this are one of the very few things that could express 1% of my love for you. Thanks for being there for me for the past 7 years. I own you girl friend. I love you. (: WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. <33333333

what we could have been, 7:42 PM.


8/11/10
ONE MONTH BABY! (:
Wooo~ celebrate mancxz! One month liao. But you know what Im doing now? Thats right. Staying at home not going for band BECAUSE of fever and flu which finally caught hold of me. After 3 days of partying, I feel like smacking mondays on the head.
Now checking out twits. Tweets and facebook. Bored to death. But my saviour JOREEN CHUA coming over later to save my bloody ass from joining to the chair from sitting here for too long. (:
Maybe do a little shopping. Weeeee.
-Skip this part if you dont wanna puke. (: -
Dear baby,
Today is our one month. I am sure you aint even going to my blog but hey who cares? I love you lotlot pity we only meet maybe once a week if we are lucky. I love you with most of my heart. Muacks. <3
Jolie.(:
Thanks for reading.(:

what we could have been, 7:11 PM.


7/11/10
Last day finally! WEEEEE. (:
Today is the last day of tuition. WEEEEE. who wants to do a little jigg with me? (: Not my mom, she has PMS. Damn what siia. I only playing my new psp game what. Have to be like that meh. ):
I really want start band. Crazy right? I know. Especially when there is no drumset. Wish me luck with my imaginary one. And learning the guitar? Aidios to at, My parents dont let. (Not surprisingly.)
Tomorrows the 1st month. Im surprise it lasted this long even though I dont see him often. Awesome much? But the enthusium is fading fast so he better do something. Or its all up to me. (:
Im so confused. Maybe I want another. But I dont. Than I do. There is this.. attraction that no other guy got. I cant understand it. But he is always interested in other things and I scared that it aint love you see. ): Nehmind..
21 days to Iphone. Sooo going to download the frog game. Its just too cute. I shall torture it and not give it the candy. MUHAHAHAHAHA. :D
Tomolo band.. I like dont wana go. Than the bass drum thing? My mom confirm say no. Pms see? Okay thats it.
oh wait. Thats right.
21 DAYS TO IPHONE 4. WEEEEE :D

what we could have been, 3:54 AM.
Friday, November 5, 2010


6/11/10
Today better be good. (:
I would have loved today except for the fact that till now Im still stuck in the house. Read most of the music books and is proud and pleased to find a bloody guitar player who FINALLY has short fingers thus improving my self esteem by a drumstick. THATS RIGHT. That person can play BOTH the guitar and the drumset. Am I a happy fella or what?
Now still AWESOMELY inspired, getting ready to kill for guitar strings. However, being a 13year old tied down with major stuff like band, There is not even a slim chance of going on a rampage to get money. ):
Yesterday didnt post cause I went out to watch megamind. Whatever you critics say about it, I thought it was just AWESOME TTM. :D
Couldnt sleep yesterday cause of my massive head. I thought trying to name my guitar( cause naming always take forever) would lull me to sleep. Sadly I found a name almost immediately, BENJAMIN. Weird but...
I need to shit, but since my mother only let me HER ONLY DAUGHTER, Play (sorry, I forgot teens dont use play anymore.) Use the com, I shall constipate myself with glee. Wish me luck.
2days to one month baby. Woo.((:

what we could have been, 10:51 PM.
Thursday, November 4, 2010


I THINK IM OWNED.
4/11/10
Mark today world cause today will be the day music takes a hold of me.
Sorry for not posting very long. Was questioning my sanity.
Went for an awesome but free masterclass for percussion with the one and only shinobis minus Danish. ):
Heard many ways and tips to improve drumming and felt totally inspired to the tips of my toes. Feel like rushing to a Yamaha shop and buying the drum box to play! (:
With all my inspiredness-ness, I went to the library and finally for a longlong time, went to check out music books.
Than went to a quiet " hidden " bowling place and had a great time jamming with the drumset in the arcade with a totally unexpected professional player: HOWIE. I nearly died in begainer mode if not for the help of KENNETH KORKOR.
Both kenneth and kaiwen must be one of THE BEST BOWLING PLAYERS.
The only bad thing that must have resulted from my totally horrible karma is that my Ipod spoil...
)): And some semi ah-bengs were harrassing me all the way till I left the basketball court. Thanks to him(Shall not name him.)
Will end this semi-wonderful day on a subdue note.. Yeah practically. Skip this part if you want.
Dear Aishah/mistress.
You know I love you right? SO YOU BETTER TELL ME EVERYTHING AND DONT HIDE. Why? Cause I. Am. Always. Here. For. You. (:
And I have exceptionally wide shoulders to let you lean on and wonderful ears to listen to you talk. ((:
Love,
Your husband.
Thank you word for listening. (:
One more thing, Nearing my one month anniversery. Something tells me this is totally different. Not counting our height difference. (:
P.s if you are reading: LOVE YOU LOTLOT.<3







what we could have been, 4:56 AM.

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J O L I E
14 years old.
Shuqun Secondary.
Loves dogs and horses the most.
Wants to ride horses soon as small body structure don't allow anything else.
Crazy enough.
Loves my seniors and friends. Social stuff are a must for me. (:
I know this blog post can be quite long and boring so if you are unwilling, dont fry your brains.
Known to be the master drinker of coke. Drinking 2 1.5 liters a day. (:
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▪Get a guitar.
Get an Iphone4.
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▪Learn the guitar.
▪Start a band? :D
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