Monday, December 13, 2010
14/12/10
He went overseas.
I should have been fully awake today, argh, I was half asleep when smsing him. The worse part? I fell asleep half way. Damn it, I didnt know he went overseas till my friends told me yesterday. WONDERFUL. Im screwed.
Playing the double bass. Kicked out of the shinobis gang.
But manage to joined back after some reasoning aka jumping on them and refusing to let go till they let me join back in. Well double bass (in my school) is percussion, so why not. It seems like a mighty great looking instrument. Pity no one likes to play it. So Im gona learn it. Guess what my conductor said? Thats right. You are too short to even reach the double bass to tune it. Lucky there is a smaller one.(:
P.s: Percussion is still no.1 for me. I WILL NEVER LEAVE IT. Just for the SYF scramble since they have more than enough parts in percussion.
Went out with Eunice and Aishah yesterday.
We went all the way to west mall just to eat Kou Fu japanese food and Ice kacang. But it was fun. Oh. Did you know piglet is a GUY and Eyore is a GIRL. Why is Eyore a girl? Cause there is a pink ribbon on his tail. And Piglet is a guy cause he is pink all over is it? Piglet has a high voice while Eyore has a low one. THEY ARE BOTH FLAT. This characters are screwed. The only thing that makes sense when you say Eyore is a girl is that she has MOOD SWINGS With a thunder cloud always near. GOOGLE IS SCREWED. ( Cause I found this answers on Google.) After this final blow that Eyore is a girl, Aishah went mad. Mental hospital, Please come and collect her, thank you.
One week to Genting with cousin!!(:
Still not enough songs to last me through! HELP ME!! Write suggestions for songs on my tag board. THANK YOU V.M.
Thanks for listening peeps(:
what we could have been, 8:01 PM.
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
8/12/10
The days are going to slowly to be good.
Its starts with me being disapointed that I was the weakest timpani or percussion player in the entire 4 schools for yesterdays exchange. That and the band was scolded by Mr. Lim, But I have to agree, it wasnt our best show yet. After listening to him talk about our weakness and looking at myself for the exchange, I realise I needed to practice more. All say no work, Better start now right? A 1000miles journey starts with a step, Not that I am ever going to walk 1000miles but still there's a point.
Is it the stress?
I am sleeping wayy earlier than usual like what 10.30 instead of my usual 2 plus. While my brother on the other hand is a different story. Than there's a craving for all the food I usually eat once in awhile such as ice cream, getting pregnant or what? Its a good thing my body suddenly refuses to eat lunch and dinner as well as breakfast cause.. HELL DO I KNOW.
Oh, and Im suddenly into blackshot. Must be the want of killing and owning my brother that finally takes effect.
Its me. There's something wrong. DUH.
Commitment issues bleah, no such thing. Its just me as Howie said. I get bored too easily. Thats right I guess, still. Thats what they would have to expect right?
Cousin came to singapore. Miss him loads.
He came back for two days. Abandon the cousins on the first day to find his girlfriend. Great, just great. On the second day I saw how much he grown, I could feel it too. Seriously, 4 years ago we could all sit in the back seat comfortably but somehow, we have to manage a tight squeeze, not that it really matters. It was fun after all, right? And he really has chewing gum withdrawal symptoms. Just read.
Cousin walks into 7/11
Looks at sweets rack and says, the best you got is this? And that candy name chewy. What is it.
Me: Erm, you chew it.... Than swallow it.
Cousin: THATS ALL?
- chewing gum withdrawal symptoms -
Whatever it is hope he comes back next year. (:
Okay shall fatten myself up now. Guess what, my mom's friends say Im too skinny, think Im going to buy that? Yeah right.
HERE I COME ICE CREAM.
what we could have been, 7:23 PM.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
3/12/10
Girls are DANGEROUS.
Maybe I shouldnt be posting anywhere when i am angry. But still. Today walking to Mac with her, she like moody not moody like that. PMS can? Than at Mac, Satish left the table for lets say the longest 10secs. During that 10secs, I took out the elementary book and said I dont know how to read the first page. Now you might know that I am an extreamly sensitive person. When she said its so easy, how can you not know how to read it and look at me like I am some kind of retard I felt like what the hell. So, Obviously I flared, than I felt real bad knowing totally that I acted too fast, stupid stupid me. So I said sorry, Like it would help, but if you were best sisters, you usually would forget. Huh. She made it so akward. Not making a sound, finally moving off to buy food till I realise she was at the toilet outside texting. Not wanting to see the black face that ruined the day thanks to me, I left her to be at peace with herself. Or rather so that I did not impose on her. Felt fucked up, especially when my seniors came and I have to leave at that moment for fear that I might burst.
- REAL THANKS -
Thanks Satish for listening to my crap all the way home.
Thanks Howie, for showing concern
Thanks God for helping me to keep the tears in.
Thanks for listening to me bring all the crap out, love you guys.
P.s: The choice piece for syf come out liao((:
what we could have been, 10:40 PM.
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
2/12/10
Blog is dead.
Karma's a bitch only if you are.
Sorry for the dead blog. I guess now instead of blogging faithfully everyday, Im only going to blog once a week cause since I got an iphone, dont really need the laptop. Thats right, I am dumping my laptop for the Iphone. Sorry it has to be like this laptop. ):
Broke up with Leo after 45 days, well mius 10days cause that was the I-Am-Going-to-Give-Chance week. I guess i truely got commitment issues. Thanks to this I got into a big huha with my lao buddy, Jarran. But its alright now.
Small tiny words - Im with Satish -
Oh yeah, saturday got C.I.P for band, back up they say, hope its not because my karma is too low for safety. My malaysian aunty is coming down this weekend, hope she brings my cousin Daren, missed him alot.
Okay thats it, thanks peeps. The only thing to do now is to last longer with him right or not? If not i have to visit the doctor to get myself a commitment jab. ):
what we could have been, 6:37 PM.
